It’s been awhile…see this is how I journal.  I get on a roll and then I leave it.  What a lazy butt I am.  Plus I’m weird.  I wonder if everyone kind of wonders if they really are a freak sometimes or if that’s normal for people.  Yeah, I can’t shake that weird feeling.  One of the hardest things about being back in Canada is the lonely feeling I have.  I desire deep relationships but at the same exact time don’t feel like pursuing anything like that.  Haven’t figured out if my spirit is lazy or tired or almost empty, but it’s still bugging me.

Anyway, I’ll have lots of time for contemplation on the bus tomorrow…I’m going out on a mobile clinic to Swift Current for 2 days.  Supposed to be very busy I’m told.  Get to ride on the ‘blood bus’!  Sounds sweet hey?

More later…